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3/14/2023

      Okay so I'm a liar. Sue me.      Did I ever finish that novel? No, I'm still working on it. Am I farther than before? Not really. Just slightly. I'm at 5000 words right now. Should I have been finished with it already? Yup. Absolutely. But ya know what? Oh well. I made a new goal on NaNoWriMo and am still actively working on it after vacation.      That's better than most "novels" I try to write. The farthest I've ever gotten with writing consistently was spending a week writing 16k words and then scrapping the novel entirely. Mostly because I realized how not solid the plotline was and I realized how much I hated it. That was three years ago.      And now?     Now I wish I had finished that stupid novel. It definitely still has a place in my heart. I still love the main characters and the fact that it focuses on the mental health aspect above else. It portrays anxiety for someone who never even wanted to turn i...
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2/22/23

       I'm not exactly sure what I'm doing but considering I spent all day asleep, and didn't even attend to the different tasks I set myself for the day, I figured I needed a space to start some accountability.     This is that space.     Realistically, is anybody going to read this? No. Which honestly, makes it better. People could  see it, but they probably won't which leaves it to be a free, anonymous space for me to use, think about, and hopefully get me motivated enough to get off of Tiktok and actually do the things I want   to do.     I swear Tiktok is like a drug. Everytime I go to un-download it, however, I feel like I'm not connecting with the outside world.     I mean either way, I know   I'm not actually connecting with the outside world, but it really does make it feel like I have friends. But then every time I get off of Tiktok I remember ' Oh yeah, no friends ' and I start to feel lonely again. ...
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